Miss you G

I miss you Malu You were so funny Sometimes i swear i can picture your voice or you dance moves inside my head for some reason i cant stop thinking about you. I hope that you can see how good i am doing right now i hope someday i get the chance to see you and laugh with you again. it was this time 3 years ago that i would laugh with you freze with you sit in the freaking dark and you fed me and kept me warm i love you i really do really really really rest in love Malu

Standing Taller

Sometimes its as if everyone around me has changed not everyone but so many sometimes i feel as if i am standing steel. Does not a tree stand still as it grows not only do the routes grow stronger and firm the Tree grows taller. I know I am growing in so many different ways yet for some reason why do i feel its never enough. perhaps thats because i know i have farther to grow.

EveryDay I miss you

Day after Day after Day night upon night i think of you and I miss you. This Halloween was hard. I dream of a life when we are together again with our children im not sure how that would even work i guess to soe degree you are there they say i only hope that i can feel you more.